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Hotel Nikko Blue

02Sep07

By S.S

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“Dare to tell you a story of a lover I loved who forsakened me”

Just a young woman…Trying to find my way…Will you be with me? Take me under your wings, protect me…I see the forest already before even seeing the trees…

And for the record my stories are real, are true. For whatever happened between us last summer and the secrets kept together. Forever will I treasure those memories.

Sitting…Waiting…Wondering…Hotel Nikko Blue…

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Pure youth of what is yet remaining. So dare not forget me, us and what it was. How much that I had loved thee so passionately. Words can never describe the feelings.

WHEN THE SUN GOES TO BED, THAT’S THE TIME YOU RAISE YOUR HEAD

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So let the dreamers dream and fly away but the immortality just cannot escape your every day realities. Come back down to earth the sun is too hot here and the water is waiting for your forthcomings. Come and seek out lover wherever he is. He reminds you of way back when. And the future of something that could happen. Sometimes you dream so far ahead that the bubble is too high and afloat a mist the skies are too far gone to soar. But no mortal soul dare see nor notice you there in the clouds. Tell me, are you happy in the skies? Come back down to earth. Come back…

Hotel Room Bliss…Where We First Kissed…Made Love On The Bed

♥ A SUMMER OF PURE BLISS - IS THIS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE IN LOVE? ♥

Our summer was a blissful summer with heavenly clouds and magical waters surrounding. See the boats, the yachts, the jet skis and the people glide all around. And the beautiful storms. Watch the rain falling down as you and lover make sweet love in bed. Listening to every word and whisper that he tells you. Do you feel special? So magical are you both when the chemistry is mixed so right. Believe the words and the meanings because when you know that it is worth something to be someone to him and you try your hardest to not let your emotions give in. But the chemistry of love is so infatuating. How he makes your feel like a woman.

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Trying to wither away through the thunder jet of storms. Calm is the ocean seas like froth on ice rings just waiting for it’s jet ski happenings to alter your city upside down. Lovers ice skate like the swans swimming in that Napa Valley pond you remember seeing so clearly. And your lover was very near, no he will not disappear. Always held your hand and never let you go. But my dear you need to let it all go. For god’s sake. Let it go, pass…Oh, I never knew a better home, gypsy life ain’t so pretty. So what seemed to disease you and a love affair you dare not question just so that someone selfishly could have some attention. Trying to escape the pains but you know real pain, yes the realest pain of feeling one’s own pain never goes away. No matter where you are. Wherever you are. A castle in Rome, Paris, London, Milan. The expensive frills and all of the diamonds, pearls, yachts only take you so far. But within your heart, lay the truth. Only you know what it is. How does one deny this? When you try and try so hard to escape your realities only to get lost in one’s own dream. Dare he ever tell you all his elusiveness hiding behind his personality colored Miami walls and secrets? You want to know them all…

TIME PASSES, TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS

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How Soon You Falter To Fall In Love With Him, Are You Dreaming?

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Feels So Nice To Be By Your Side…Don’t Question It…Just Be In The Moment

And for all the love of it, the life of it. You start to freak. Because the scenes become so clear. Was it all a trap? Do not question what is beyond your visions. But something of a test and how you hate it. Being teased and appeased by it. All the keywords show the story. But you cannot run and hide any longer because believe it or not you may have just conquered your final fears. With this man. Who is this man? A searching for an answer within, within him but merely was it just a mere vision. Sparks a shelter in your storm. That is why you feel so comfortable in that penthouse living. Not that it suited you so well, empty piano room, pool table fills the colored walled rooms but the soul was calling. Deep within and the movement was just the right tempo. Curiousity sparked and moments came alive like never before. How you wanted to stay. Give a home, give a wanderer a place to roam. And so like many before but dare you not go there in your mind. Naive as you are you think you are but really you are nothing more but naive. Close the scene but you just can’t. You just can’t seem to sleep a bit just because you remember everything. But why, why, why cannot you forget every single scene like it was all a frivilous dream. Going back to missing pieces that weren’t completed by lover. And you tried to be good. Oh you really did but what had you were those toys. All the many toys in the game room of what was the final level of your life. Do not look away. It is too easy to look away. So not that you turned around. Had to just indulge it. He has so many secrets.

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Late Nights Came Calling…I Could Not Stop Missing Him

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Take a look, a look around. Times like this can’t tell you. Just have to show you.

Power me oh powerful you. How you paint your picture so well. That one watches and one sees. Like in a picture show except you are not appearing to be moving. Yes look. Closer. Look closer and you will see he does not speak to you. He does not acknowledge you. Admit it. You know the truth. You know all and see past all the bull shit. This man, yes this man is a world away and many worlds away from home. On planet power wherever that may be and roam the ego so wild you as a woman cannot tame this beast. Do you not get it? Do you not hear nor listen. Oh but be it as you will. Do what you must to make it happen. Whatever it is you do and cast your magical spell on him. But what is happening? Is he too smart for your part?

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Welcome to my world, a world of worlds of wonder of whatever and whatever joy and laughter. Whatever, whatever, whatever…Whatever comes to fancy imagination and story telling. Only the mind would shelter. Indeed. Only bliss would cherish this.

Ah ti ta, la ti da…Can your part get much sadder?

And live it ever after perhaps in a happy manner. But the beauty is not telling nor is it forseeing but you so want to believe it that this is not a fantasy. Whatever you make of it, the lover has your missing story. Do not let him in because your shell is so fragile little girl blue. He is waiting for you in that Jaguar car. Ride with him…

I am trying my hardest to play the part. But I believe I keep thinking to hard. Tell me, where do we start? My beginnings, they never seem to carry to there happy endings. And so that you know I am not pretending. Live with me in a moving picture show of tragedy, see it grow. Then perhaps you will know.

Help! I have fallen to the point of rock bottom. Just hold my hand…

This is the way you left me. No I am not pretending. No hope, no love, no glory and no happy ending. This is the way that we love. Like it is forever. And live the rest of our lives when were together. This is the way you left me, I’m not pretending.

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If anything should happen. Guess I wish you well…My little bit of heaven with a little bit of hell. This is the hardest story I have ever told. No hope or love or glory, happy endings gone forever more. I feel as if I’m wasting. And I’m wasting every day…

COME FLY WITH ME, MOVE WITH ME, IN A MIAMI DREAM…

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So real, so real…What is in your mind? What is really happening in your mind? Do you not want me? Are you making me crazy? Why do you tease me? I cannot show it but I am beginning to feel it. Tell me is this really what love is? I am so tender to it…

2 o’clock in the morning, somethings on my mind…

Oh dark halls, dark hell walls. New York City…Tried to escape my dreams and bad realities. Called the mortals in the books and this time the people were not singing and there I was all alone, begging. Tracking lover, wherever. Let the music play then the music dies. Then the music dies…I called you and you never answered.

AND THE DARK WALLS TELL ALL

CAN’T GET NO REST KEEP WALKING AROUND

And you are pacing and you are shaking. Trying to reach out to something but there is nothing helping. Is it so strange? Is it really so strange that strangers can come in and out and just leave you in despair. As if you weren’t already ready for the danger. It comes again. Mystery never ends and the illusion of the elusive seems to be inconclusive. There is not hot water here for you in this New York City hotel room. The shower is so cold and stale and you lay there feeling so frail. Misunderstood I know. Poor thing. But the world does not care. And life crumbles. It feels as if you were left there to die and to cry. So be it. Lover dare not hear your screams.

Tried So Hard To Escape The Pain, Run Away From It All